21 feb 10

Today’s not much of a story..
Basically i just woke up in the afternoon at ard 3..
Cos i paitau werk..
Lazy werk today..
Hehehe..
Than help mum at home buat epok2..
It was raining heavily here..
So was worried bout my syg,called his house ard 5.30 and he was alr home frm werk..
Fucx!
I txted hym to call me once reached home but nvm..
Mayb he wanted to call me after he’d bath and eaten..
So made up my mind to went down to his crib..
Cos i miss hym like fucking hell..
Dunno why..
My love for hym is becoming stronger and stronger as days went by..
Haizz..
Just hope that he realise it..
I just wanted to own hym alone without anyone disturbing our r’ship..
Watched ‘legion’ at hius crib and manje2 with hym awhile and i’m off home..
But before i reach home..
There’s sum stuff i need to do..
I went the postbox at cwp to post atika’s letter and off to shasha’s doorstep to pickup yana’s shoe tat i’ve left it there unintentionally the other day..
Hehehe..
Sorry yana...
Than i’m off home..

I am freaking happy to see my beloved’s face just now..
Hope that he’d changed to his old loving self..
I LOVE YOU LUHH!!
ONLY YOU,NUR FAIZ I NEED!!


Here’s some of our memorable pix of 2009..





Together as close frenz..






Together as lovers forever!
Together as one..

today,i'm fucking down..
faiz..
nape u uat i cm ni?
kak nga ckp tat u wanna break up wit me but u dun wanna say..
cos tlot i mrh..
u makes me trust u n waited for u..
ko uat aku cm gni??
smpi hati u..
i SYG U dgn sepenuh hati..
but u did tis?
i tk sangka yg u akn ckp i kongkong u..
pdhal slame ni,u yg kongkong i..
i tk plk uat prangai smpi cm ni.
everytime i abs sch,i mesti kol or msg u..
but u?
i cume amek berat psl u sikit je..
u ckp i kongkong u??
nape?
nape tiba-tiba u brubah hati??
ade org ketiga ke?
ane g u nye janji n everything?
i still hold to watever u said..
that i'm ur last gf n u r my last bf..
but now?
i sedih sgt2..
i cnnt bear living witout u..
sbb i da biase ngn u ard me..
bile u tkd,my life wont feel the same..
i rase aman bile ngn u..
plz..
i want my old sweet faiz bec.
come bec to me pls!!

aku merana..

u dun remember a single ting tat u promise me??

When vision around you bring tears to your eyes,
all that surround you are secret and lies,
I'LL BE YOUR STRENGTH,
I'LL GIVE YOU HOPE.
keeping your faith when it's gone.
The one you should call was standing here all along
i WILL TAKE YOU IN MY ARMS,
HOLD YOU RIGHT WHERE YOU BELONG
Every WORD i say is TRUE.
THIS I PROMISE YOU.
TILL THE DAY MY LIFE IS THROUGH..

ni kate2 u..
aru aje u blng i ni..
on 2 feb 2010..
skrg u prangai cm gni..
ade org ketiga ke??
bii,i hope you keep to ur promise bii..

TO: NUR FAIZ

bii,i miss you soo much..
pls change.
i am sorry that i behave that way on sat..
i regretted it..
tap u kne fikir..
knape i bole jad smpi cm gtu..
u started everything..

i tk maksod nk cedera kn u pon..
tk penah trfikir pon nk saket kn u.
i tk tau knape i boleh behave smpi cm tu.

skrg ni,knape u uat i cm ni?
u revenge kt i eh?
i tk sanggop nk kehilangan u lagy..
i tk boley idop tanpa u.
watever i penah ckp kt u dlu..
yg i jelak kt u ke,i tk syg u ke,i tknk u ke.
ITU SEMUA I TIPU!!

percaya i syg..
i BTOL2 syg u..
u tk ingt janji kte ke?
u tkkn benci i n tkkn tglkn i langsong..
u tk sanggop uat i saket n u kesian kn i klu i hurt,u pon hurt..
u tk ingat ke itu semua??

u sengaje ckp cm gtu ehk?
bii,on 20 ni kite da msok 1 year tau..
pls dun do me like tis..
i syg u..
both u n hafiz is important dlm idop i..
tap u segala-gala nye utk i..

u are my bestfren,my brother,my boifren and everything..
i nk u sorg je dlm idop i..
tlg jgn uat i cm ni k..
i nk u brubah cm dlu alek..
the sweet tender loving u..

I JANJI I TKKN SAKET KN U..
i nk cm dlu ngn u..
plz bby..
JGN SEKSA I CM NI..
u tk kesian kn i ke?