officially first day

well,today's ma officailly first day in werk..
started off at 1pm to all the way 11pm witout any tym for eaing..
but just now was fucking bored..
beh da la my bf tk kol..
kte suro kol alek pon tk kol..
but atleast i dpt dgr suare die jap..
miss hym like hell..
mntk2 bsk abes siang..
aku nk jmp die..
rindu..
da tk ley take it agy...
but now,sleepy...
nk g tdo..no pic btw...





SIGNING OFF..
yanie...

Today starts off ok luh..
I was rather tired and lazy to get out of bed..
Due to tis stupid comp..
Hah!
Whatever luh hor..
Now just came bec frm werk..
Basically not werk only..
After training,the 5 of us went for lunch at ali ming food stall at orchard plaza..hee...
Lapar dok..
Eat nasi padang..
After that,went to the arab street to chill out n discuss bout our job n ‘homework’ that we had to cover..
Like a speech writing...
WTF!
Nvm..
Kathy wanted to sheesha,so i just join in luh..
Sebok2..
Hahaha...
We sat ard and exchange tots..
Until 8pm, than went to bugis village to search for some formal wear..
Like blazer n office wear..
Hahaha!!!
dorg nk bli Kathy n hana wanted to buy but they r running low on budget..
So,maybe next tym..
Hahah..
After that,took train home..
Me n hana take the same line while Kathy take the green line..
Ok..
Done for the day..
Received msg frm my bby bugz!
I was like fucking happy siia!!!
reached home tros kol die..
Excited to hear his voice..
Miss hym so much luh!!!
Tok to hym for awhile n he wanted to sleep..
Tkd gd nyt kiss pon..
Sedih sey! *sobsob*
Tok2 to mama..
She said my syg kol home looking for me..
Than she chit chat awhile wit hym..
Tau plk risau eh bii!
love u luh!!

Well,here’s sum pic of the day wit my ANI gang..













that's all fockers!

signing off....

FUCKED UP!!

ish!!!
bingit nye!!!
i'm alr half way tru my blog...
nga upload gmbr je ni...
than comp jam..
troz the post yg i uat ilang..
cb luh!!!!!

shorten the story,today when to werk late..
than go eat lunch at bk..
when separate ways..
me n kathy when sheesha..
atai,elmo ,ahzan n yana join along..
than boys move off 1st...
we grl move off sumtym later..
than kathy mit her gf..so,me n yana when home...
let the pix do the talking but not now luhh...
kanina btol!!!
maseh bingit ni...
i da ngantok2..
nga upload..
than ilang plkk...
haiyo!!!
later part of the day i add in here..
now no mood..

tired..but quite happy...

heyhey!!!
today started off ok..like normal..
wake up,mandi n off to work..
was on tym..
the surprising part was,our boss treat the whole lot of trainee n werker breakfast..
i bet u guys thinks it's just the nasi lemak kdai makcik2 bwh kn??
TA'T!!SLH!!
we gather at the coffee club yg dkt ngn tmpt kje..
than hv our breakfast..
1st malu uh..than my senior ckp,klu malu rugi babe!!
hahaha..
so had american breakfast..
than at 11 went up to the office..
gedebak gedebuk,da kul 1..
my bf da start calling me but cnt pickup yet..
in the middle of training..
so,after that,miz kol hym bec..
and tok for a while..
janji jmp die..
huhu!!happy sey!!!
at last lps lunch wit kathy,hana,wan n shah.i went seperate ways than them..
thnx shah for the treat!smlm food on me..
nari lunch on u..
good2..
hahaha..
bole gemok sakk aku cm ni..
then mit up faiz at home(BP)..
huhuhu!!!!
watched sum movie wit hym n atika..
i was so hayal that i've forgotten to revise for tmr..
hahaha!!
maklum luh,da rindu,nk lps kn rase rindu lor..
spent tym wit hymm..
he lyn me good..
i love hym luh..
i dun realise yg tym da kul 9..
it's tym to watch 'just for laugh asia' after that,'jihan'...
heee...
cnnt miss..
aftre that show,i went home...
dpt luh manje2 jap ngn my darling..
hehehe...
his so kiut...
i love hym damn fucking much!!!
can't deny it anymore!!!
k..
till here my post..
fucking dog-tired..
feel like shutting my eyes in front of tis comp..
hahaha....
k2..
no pic today..
will update tmr using katty's memory card..cos most pic are in her cam..
camwhoring luh kate kn..
lalala....
bye readers!!!!
nk cium bantal bucuk!! *smilesmile*

new place,new peeps..

Hey hey!!!
today had sum fun with sum new peeps tat i've just known..
My day starts off early i should say..
i woke up at 8.30am!damn it!
i was late!i promised yana to go to werk together since our places are near by..
but,she'd rushed off so yar..
go bath n prepare myself n i'm off to somerset at ard 9.15am..
reached ANI ard 10.03am..
woah!3min late for training..
have sum briefing n off to lunch..
at 1st it was a quite one..
but than follow the other 4 girls to lobby..
i gt to know the name..
there are shida,deeana and 2 kakak named kathy and hana..
cos it was freaking cold up in the office..
so yar..
from there,started talking and introduce ourselves..
soon,we were like crazy bunch of peeps whom like known each other for sum tym..
hahaha!!
cm phm!
just known them for few moments je..
hahaha..
after we'd warmed up,we went to the lift lobby and i saw azhar!
our T.O wanted to call us up but he was crowded with other peeps in the lift!!
hahaha!!
kene serbu!!
than we grls take the other coming lift and up2 away!!
tgk video mepek..
after that we were released..
fuh!!
so got to make frens wit another 2 middle aged trainee jgk..
they are wan and shah..
than the 7 of us went to the shaw house mac to discuss bout the job n training..
had our lunch tere..
than we grls went bec to the office to clear sum doubt..
AND,they're off home!!
i went to mit yana and tmn her for her dinner..
than we're off home!!

here's sum pix of us..









btw,i miss u luhh bby!!
i assume that we're miting tmr!!
I LOVE YOU BII!!

21 feb 10

Today’s not much of a story..
Basically i just woke up in the afternoon at ard 3..
Cos i paitau werk..
Lazy werk today..
Hehehe..
Than help mum at home buat epok2..
It was raining heavily here..
So was worried bout my syg,called his house ard 5.30 and he was alr home frm werk..
Fucx!
I txted hym to call me once reached home but nvm..
Mayb he wanted to call me after he’d bath and eaten..
So made up my mind to went down to his crib..
Cos i miss hym like fucking hell..
Dunno why..
My love for hym is becoming stronger and stronger as days went by..
Haizz..
Just hope that he realise it..
I just wanted to own hym alone without anyone disturbing our r’ship..
Watched ‘legion’ at hius crib and manje2 with hym awhile and i’m off home..
But before i reach home..
There’s sum stuff i need to do..
I went the postbox at cwp to post atika’s letter and off to shasha’s doorstep to pickup yana’s shoe tat i’ve left it there unintentionally the other day..
Hehehe..
Sorry yana...
Than i’m off home..

I am freaking happy to see my beloved’s face just now..
Hope that he’d changed to his old loving self..
I LOVE YOU LUHH!!
ONLY YOU,NUR FAIZ I NEED!!


Here’s some of our memorable pix of 2009..





Together as close frenz..






Together as lovers forever!
Together as one..

i went to interview at orchard..
got the job!!
huhu!!
after that,went to mit my syg at cineleisure!
sorry bby..
i made u wait for sum tym on our anniversary..
i dunno tat it will take TAT long..
hee..
go n have our meal at kfc..
than pusing2 ard orchard..
got kol frm abg afiq..
but he's just asking where i am je..
than tgk wayang ngn bby..
watched percy jackson..
it wasnt that good though..
but overall was ok..
not too boring..
after that,bby nk alek..
cos die kje the next day..
so,ok luh..
i alek ngn die..



here's sum pix of us..









HAPPY ANNIEVERSARY BBY!!LOVE U SOO MUCH!!!

i have not been blogging for 2 days..
well,nutink much happen..
on 19 feb i went to park royal for sum event...
frm 11am to 4pm..
than i met my beloved at j.co n went to eat at banquet raffles hosp..
i was wit shasha,nana,ryan n faiz..
eat n after that,me n faiz had a little quarrel..
but solve it soon..
ryan went off n the remaining go slack at shasha's crib..
till nyt..
than went home..
i went to my 2nd home..
hee..
to BP luh..
at last!!
dpt tdo ngn syg aku..

can't you just get me straight?
i dun wanna leave hym..
NOE IT!I LOVE HYM..
stop telling me to leave hym..
cos u dunno wat we had gone tru..
only sum that knew..
but having a 3rd person is like cb..
da ade bf ke tk,ur prob..
but dun ever drag my bf n try to rampas die..
bii,come on...
u noe me..
i'm not that kind of a posessive,over-protective or wat..
u noe how i am..
but ur attitude now,had made me do tis kindda tings..
REMEMBER TIS: ONCE A DA JATOH CKP,I WILL REALLY MEAN IT..
dun ask for it bby..
u asked for it once n u get it..
tk serik2 ke?
i just want us to be the same as last tym sakk..
is it so difficult for u??
fuck luh...
i sacrifice everything for u..
bkn nk ungkit but tink bout it..
if i were to hate u,d mule knl i would have dump u asshole!!
Y GUYS N SUM GRLS LIKE TO SUCK MY BLOOD N TEST MA PATIENT??
freak luh..
they dun noe me that much..
cb!!

now tym is 4.45pm...
i dunno if my fren alr woke up to werk or not..
cos i'm supposed to wake her up..
hee...
sorry!!
i just gt an explaination from sum1..
thnx..
but watever it is,i dun realli noe if it's true..
noe sumthing..
take note of tis ok..
i am a person that holds to ma words if that word came out from ma mouth when i'm cool and not angry..
so,beware!!
i MEAN wat i say..

anw,i'm still stuck at home today..
hahaha...
waiting for my bf's kol..
hee...
no wonder he'd changed his attitude towards me cos the grl is now att with their schmate..
haisshh...
watever it is,i'm very patient to wait for my bby to change to his old self..
i love u bii..
most peeps ask me to leave u but i'm sticking to my promise..
i hope u do too...
till here for now..
yana ade kt umah ni..
nga pki fone umah..
heee.....

my hands is shaking ryt now..
i dunno y..
argh!!
y must sum1 interfere in our r'ship n try to destroy it?
bii,dlu u used to say tis..
but now,it's ma turn..
i dun wan u to have anything to do wit her..
but y u still insist of defending her that u had just known for only 1 week??instead of me,a girlfren tat is there for u in the ups n down for 1 yr??
wat's so special bout her?
i noe how much u hated boi ayie..
and same goes to me..
if anything happens to our r'ship..
cos i have the feeling that somehow there's a 3rd party trying to ruin wat we have build for 1 yr!!
pls luh..

anw..today i went out wit shasha,nana n rudy to orchard for sum interview..
after that,rudy treat us grls to movie..movie called little big soldier..
it wasnt tat bad..
but the worst ting is that,i wasnt in a mood to watch it coz my bf is pulling my legs again..
he'd asked for a break up due to the calls that i didnt pick up..
it wasnt my fault..
i was in the interview hall when he called..
i was crying outside cineleisure shasha calmed me down..foned faiz n ask him nicely..
but he was so sarcastic that i cant talk to him properly..
so gave the fone to shasha..
she talked to hym n he said he was just joking..
like cb sey..
i was really upset n dun have the mood to do anything after that..
argh!!
BII..
DUN EVER DO THAT AGAIN..
i may end up killing u n myself if u say it for real..
cos,if i dun get u,no one cn get u at all..
faham!!
hmm..
overall for today was ok..
snap only a few pic wit shasha n rudy..
tk sempat nk amek nn nana..
cos she went home taking bus..
hee..
sent nana at bus stop..
bid good bye to her n we went off home by train as well..


smile wit lots of hurts in heart..


fake smile..


that's all folks..
ANW,see that bruise on me?
that's the stain that remains on my chest due to the quarrel wit my bf the other tym..

today,is a day..
a day tat i laugh(at last) to the lamest joke..
my sense of humour is coming bec!hah!!
i did notink today..
woke up in the morning to giv ma fren a wake u kol..
after tat,went bec to sleep and woke up ard 12.30pm..
i was bored and notink better to do..
so,disturb sum peeps in my contact list..
later in the evening,i went to my bf's crib n hang out there..
at first it was silent n not much of talking..
he treat me ok..
but after atika alek,bwk kwn die,we all went on talking..
watch sum silly japanese prank that makes me laugh at last..
he stroke me and give me a pat on my forehead..
grib me while laying on the ground n overall he treated me good..
see the old him when he did that..
cos that was how loving he was..
well,glad that he treated me good and i was quite happy..
but the ?? in my mind is that,he talk on the fone wit kak nga n he told her sumthing..
i dun hear it clearly..
he says to his sis,"die tk tau lgy psl tu"..
that was a big ??? ryt now in me..
i dunno wat he's trying to say..
watever it is,i'm gonna get to the bottom of it..
tmr miting kak nga at rumah mak..
nk jage bdk2 jap while she goes 4 an interview..
so..
i guess i'll just update it tmr thann..
till my next post!!

hello!!!
hahaha..
ok..
today i'm a bit crazy..
hehehe..
nutink much happen today..
but 1 thing makes me happy soo much!!
my bf is changing to his old self bit by bit..
cn see that..
k..
stop saying him 1st..

well,today(early mornin) cuzzy ku yg bername haiqal was up in my house..
at first,he just wanna hang ard wit mi outside house but eventually,slack in the house n watch movie..
tap kn..
best part was..
i left him watching movie n i fell asleep in my room..
that tym was bout 3am..
i suddenly woke up at 5am n see if he had went home alr..
but not yet..
sebenar nye,tv tgk die..
bkn die tgk tv..
hahahaha...
i went bec to sleep after that and woke up ard 11.30am..
slack2 at home wit cuzz..
cos he got no plan in head yet..
than my mum,dad and adq went to sentosa..
so,made up my mind to go out rather than duduk umah stress..
ard 5+ called my bf house but he didn't pickup..
tried calling again ard 6pm,than his step mum says he's out to kdai blkng..
now then i realise sumthing..
kdai blkng ane bukak??
cos CNY kn...
idk bout it..
than hack care n when out..
mit my fren at yishun..
catch up wit her at mac..
and bumped into lots of peeps..
all my old guy frens n my abg..
hehehe...
chit chat wit her..
and when home after that..
ard 11.30pm,my bf called me up..
asking my whereabouts..
i was really happi that point of tym..
at least i dun nid to beg hym to call me anymore..
hah!!
tok to him for 4 min..
he said he wanna sleep..
so i just let it be..
than when i'm on my way home,miss call his house and he called me bec..
like wow!!!
i used to miss call his house and he would call me bec normally..
he's trying to change..
anw,i gt lectured by abg..
hahaha...
but nvm..
watever it is,i am quite happi now..
my bf is coming bec to me again..
heee...*smile bigbig*
til here my post..

haahSS!!!!
at last!!
i got to mit my boyfren!!!
hapii nye aku!!!
at last dpt lps rindu..
smlm dpt jmp die..
spent time all the way smpi mlm..
at first he was quite angry to c me at his door step..
but at last,die ok..
aku bbual baik2 ngn die..
lyn die cm biase and he treat me good..
da mlm,die start to have slight fever..
beh tkd obat plk tuu..
haiyo!!
risau sakk aku!!
i was so half hearted to left hym like that..
haishh!!
nk kne alek..
but promise hym that tis morning i mit hym and tmn die..
ok lor..
so,cried while leaving hym off..
he gave me lots of hugs,kisses n may2 more!!!
man!!
i miss hym like hell...
3 hari tk jmp cm 3 bulan tk jmp...
rindu u luhh bii!!!




than today,i mit hym at his place..
maskkn die n lyn die..
he's ok wit me..
smpai luh bile nk kua tad..
he wanna go yishun go atok's place..
but i dun realli trust hym..
so wanna anta die..
than die mrh2..
but at last he gave in..
ikot smpi yishun,than he left me all alone at yishun..
hp da nk mampos..
soon enuff,hp i mampos..
luckily i remember his house no..
i kol his house n dpt tau yg die da smpi umah..
wth!!!


i waited for him at yishun..
but in the end kene buih..
than tkp lor..
kol die kne mara plk tuu..
k fine..
i mit atai n ahzan..
ask atai charge my fone..
lek2 jap ngn atai n ahzan..
than ask for my fone..
and head home..

faiz kol me when i'm in the bus..
tau plk risau..
happy sey..
his turning bec to his old self yg caring.
wow!!
at last he called me up..
ask bout my wherabouts!!
i love you luhh bii!!
thankz for trying to change!!!
i miss you!!!

here's for today..
i went out at ard 4 mit a close fren of mine..
tmn die tgk2 camera n at the same tym,tlg kak nga crik kje..
lol..
i am now fucking close to kak nga aft wat faiz did..
always chit chat wit kak nga otp n msg2..
hahaha...
wake up ard 11..
pd hal aku tdo kul 4.30am sey..
haha..
than golek2..cnnt sleep..
so texted kak nga n hang on the fone wit her..
bout kje n faiz..
lots of stories came up..
too much to mention here..
make it short..
i got bored n called my close fren to mit up..
and coincidentally die pon kt civic..
so siap2,kua g jmp die at mac civic..
jln2 kt cwp jap n take alook at cameras..
than die alek..
i tag along in bus n tron yishun to mit atai for a while..
nk suro die ano blog aku but..
terserempak ngn lots of old frens bec..
like wan itam,mamat kechik,abg afiq,chiqo,mario n sum more peeps..
yg terkejot nye,
my ex bumped into me..
sape lg..trsyg aku luh on the year 2007..LOL!!
chit chat wit hym for a moment..
die tny how me n faiz..
i say luh yg faiz is avoiding me tis days..
things are bad between me n faiz..
i asked hym "ko knl faiz??"
he ans "knl luh..kwn lpk lame.."
than he told me that actuali the other tym when he bumped into me,he wanna take my hp number but die tk sempat kejar aku..
hahaha...
ade hati ley tny me "ko tk rindu aku ke?"
n irritate me by blowing asap at me purposely..
argh!!!
nk attract my attention luh..
but,i dun bother..
lps tu..
i wanna go mit atai but in the end,received a msg frm him..
he dun wanna mit me today..
got no mood..
i was like ???
asl sey??
than i just hang ard wit abg afiq n 1 fren..
tok2 bout werk..
than my fren beep me up..
after that,abg wanna go 242 to tmn his fren go repair moto..
i tag along..
beh ade bdk2 merah plk nk crik hal..
that tym i was with abg n his tangkis..
haiyo..
tangkis fanatic plk..
nk pecah but luckily tk pape..
than abg anta kt bus stop..
and i'm off home..
had a pleasant day...
txted my syg(faiz)..
though gado2,tap rindu..
SYG MY BF LUHH SEY..
now,i'm quite worried klu abg pecah ke pe..
sape nk anta die alek..
have to admit though he's a gansta,but he's a good companion n brother..
i dun wanna loose him oso..

i lost sumthing today!!
lost hafiz nye letter that i was suppose to sent..
argh!!
mls nye nk tulis alek..
smlm just visited hym..
die nmpk my lebam at dada n mara2..
die2 ask me hu did that..
i said me..
but he dun blieve..
die ingt faiz..
hmmm..
how could faiz do that??
walaupon aku ngn faiz gado that day,he just give me a sidekick n a blow in my mouth..
hmm..
k2..
till here my post for today..
gtg..

today,i'm fucking down..
faiz..
nape u uat i cm ni?
kak nga ckp tat u wanna break up wit me but u dun wanna say..
cos tlot i mrh..
u makes me trust u n waited for u..
ko uat aku cm gni??
smpi hati u..
i SYG U dgn sepenuh hati..
but u did tis?
i tk sangka yg u akn ckp i kongkong u..
pdhal slame ni,u yg kongkong i..
i tk plk uat prangai smpi cm ni.
everytime i abs sch,i mesti kol or msg u..
but u?
i cume amek berat psl u sikit je..
u ckp i kongkong u??
nape?
nape tiba-tiba u brubah hati??
ade org ketiga ke?
ane g u nye janji n everything?
i still hold to watever u said..
that i'm ur last gf n u r my last bf..
but now?
i sedih sgt2..
i cnnt bear living witout u..
sbb i da biase ngn u ard me..
bile u tkd,my life wont feel the same..
i rase aman bile ngn u..
plz..
i want my old sweet faiz bec.
come bec to me pls!!

aku merana..

u dun remember a single ting tat u promise me??

When vision around you bring tears to your eyes,
all that surround you are secret and lies,
I'LL BE YOUR STRENGTH,
I'LL GIVE YOU HOPE.
keeping your faith when it's gone.
The one you should call was standing here all along
i WILL TAKE YOU IN MY ARMS,
HOLD YOU RIGHT WHERE YOU BELONG
Every WORD i say is TRUE.
THIS I PROMISE YOU.
TILL THE DAY MY LIFE IS THROUGH..

ni kate2 u..
aru aje u blng i ni..
on 2 feb 2010..
skrg u prangai cm gni..
ade org ketiga ke??
bii,i hope you keep to ur promise bii..

TO: NUR FAIZ

bii,i miss you soo much..
pls change.
i am sorry that i behave that way on sat..
i regretted it..
tap u kne fikir..
knape i bole jad smpi cm gtu..
u started everything..

i tk maksod nk cedera kn u pon..
tk penah trfikir pon nk saket kn u.
i tk tau knape i boleh behave smpi cm tu.

skrg ni,knape u uat i cm ni?
u revenge kt i eh?
i tk sanggop nk kehilangan u lagy..
i tk boley idop tanpa u.
watever i penah ckp kt u dlu..
yg i jelak kt u ke,i tk syg u ke,i tknk u ke.
ITU SEMUA I TIPU!!

percaya i syg..
i BTOL2 syg u..
u tk ingt janji kte ke?
u tkkn benci i n tkkn tglkn i langsong..
u tk sanggop uat i saket n u kesian kn i klu i hurt,u pon hurt..
u tk ingat ke itu semua??

u sengaje ckp cm gtu ehk?
bii,on 20 ni kite da msok 1 year tau..
pls dun do me like tis..
i syg u..
both u n hafiz is important dlm idop i..
tap u segala-gala nye utk i..

u are my bestfren,my brother,my boifren and everything..
i nk u sorg je dlm idop i..
tlg jgn uat i cm ni k..
i nk u brubah cm dlu alek..
the sweet tender loving u..

I JANJI I TKKN SAKET KN U..
i nk cm dlu ngn u..
plz bby..
JGN SEKSA I CM NI..
u tk kesian kn i ke?

NUR FAIZ:
this post is for u.
i wanna noe y u r doing tis to me..
ape?
ko jenis matrep sialan pe??
1 thing i wanna tell u uh..
ko jantan peembastard!!
matrep sialan!!

slame ni ko tiu aku bulat2..
ko kate b4 aku,tkd org lain..
beh pmpn cacat yg ko bastard tu sape?
tunggl ko??

now,it's alr 12 and u r not bec yet..
come on luh..

aku kol ko dr pagy ko k angkt..
kol umah pon same..
when i go to ur place,atikah kate ko td..
ko da a kul 11 pagy..
where te hell did u go??
ko kate nk g taman warisan?
kul 7.30 pm.
i txted ur frn,he say mit at jbs kul 5.30..
so,can explain to me where did u go??
lg 1,ko cabot wire fone umah..
than,u say u otw bec to c me..
but u paitau..
1st divert h,than off tross..
bgos pe prangai?

aku nk ko berterus terang ngn aku..
wat r u doing tis for..
now,i relli dun trust u at all..
cos lots of stories that i heard bout u!
cb luh!!
ko nk uat aku cm anak patong pe??

atikah was suppose ro meet her fren but end up tk jad psl ko..
ko puas pe enjoy
???

now u tell me..
sape main blakang sape??
ko brani sumpahtap ko tk tau..sumpah tu akn mkn diri kau sendiri..
i need an explaination from u!!
ko ade puki lain kn ktblkng aku??

today.
is the fucking bored day for me!!
argh!!
1st..
stuck at home and not meeting my fucking boifee..
2nd..
quarell wit that bloody guy!!
3rd..
nutink better to do..
like cb..

girls..
ask u guys sumtink..
would u be suspicious if ur guy dun allow u to follow him out when all this while he wants u to accompany him wherever he go??
cm something fishy ryt??
the day before,just spent ur time with him and had fun..
the next day,dun wanna mit u after sch.
and requested that the day after tknk jmp jgk..

well,here's my story actually about..
today,got into big fight witmy boifee..
it started out like tis.
die janji nk txt aku pagy bile otw p sch..
i waited for his msg but h e didnt txt me at all..
i fell asleep waiting fer his msg and woke up ard 11.30am..
asked his location and he told me that die aru abs school.
nga tgu cikgu pgl naik alek cos got ici orientation.
die ckp it's not compulsary but asked me permission bole g ke tk..
than i ans in a very sarcastic way luh..
die da tau i dun like him staying far too long at school cos thse bitches out there would take advantage nk menggatal ngn die..
especially tis fucking bitch name fida..
amek gmbr nk selit kt my boifee..
than kjap2 mntk my boifee nye hp nk tgk gmbr aku..
wth!!
minah gatal!!
die tau yg my bf tk isap rokok but still mntk rokok n lighter dr my bf..
like wth..
crik kesempatan..

ok..bec to the story..
than end up my bf go for the orientation.
die ckp kne g taman warisan on sat wic is today.
compulsary.tkmo mepek uh..
nmpk sgt he got another plan in mind..
1st kate orientation is not compulsry.than skrg ckp outing to taman warisan is compulsary.WTH.
klu btol,i wanna tag along but he insist tat i dun nid to come along.
alasan,g ngn klassmate n sume tk bwk couple.and he wanna go alone.
i felt suspicious cos die tk penah nk g ane2 sorg.die slalu nk ajak aku teman.
but now,since da msok sch,prangai die pon makin best uh!!
he say now i've change so much..
i'm not as understanding as i used to.
FUCK LARR DEYH!
i'm the same old me whu understand peeps.
tapi die skrg da uat aku cm anak patong..
cb!!pala buto uh!!
die pk aku ni mainan yg bile nk crik,bile tknk buang??
he's wrong!fuckingly wrong!
mess wit the wrong bitch baybii..
mcm2 alasan uh die bg.but i still insist of going later..
btol ke tk die tkd pmpn lain and tk tipu aku..
die ckp die tknk aku knl ngn kwn2 die..
sial luh!!tkot lobang pecah pe sial nye jantan jahanam!!
eventhough aku da nk 1 yr ngn die..
but i dun trust u.
ko kate org bile2 boleh berubah hati.so do u..
aku nk knl kwn ko so i noe wic kind of peeps u r hanging ard wit..
bdk boys home??bkn nye boleh pecaye sgt..
bdk tagging mcm ko pn same jgk!!
if u dun wan mie to follow u,simple..
i will stop follow u now n 4ever!!

u noe y i gt suspicious?
cos at 1st u say jmp ur klazmate at bugis but after i say i wanna come along,u say jmp ur klassmates at jbs kul 4..
sial uh!!the ting at taman warisan start at 7.30pm..
wth are u guys meeting so fuckin early??
g jubo each other pe??
tkmo mepek uh..
if taman warisan organise any event,it is open to public as well..
ko pk aku aru kua smlm pe siall!!
dr jbs smpi taman warisan tk smpai 1 hr luh deyhh!!
now,i wann the truth!!
ko tknk aku ikot psl ade pmpn lain jmp ko kn kt dlm bus??
ko da janji ngn betina jahanam kn??
aku jmp,mesti aku potong korg nye babi nye jantan!!
watever luhh eh..
if u say that i'm wrong..
than prove to me!!
let me tag along wit u fuckers!!


>>to readers:sorry if i violated too much..
cnnt stand it uh..
paisy eh!!

2-2-2010

today,my bf had called me up lots and lots of tym...
argh!!
can't i get any sleep and peace from hym??
gosh?!!
i was reali down n there he is,
asking me questions bout yesterday..
like cb...
then i said,'u noe sumthing.it's bcos of u that i've gotten my things lost.u always makes me rush!'
he said,'i'm sorry if i made u feel all stress up and bout yesterday.'
i said,'saying sorry wouldnt return my thng bec or even turn the time bec!'
he asked,'so,what do u wan for me to makes u forgive me?'
i ans,'stop calling me and get the hell outta ma life.'
he said,'umm..'

i was pretty upset that tym..
and eventually,i'm good now..
just abit down..
anw,i've invited him to come down tmr..
but i just hope that he wouldnt create any scenes when seeing me near to any guy fren..
cos tmr,i'm having all frens day out where we cn enjoy n have sume fun together after all this while busy wit own stuff...

i'm not yet prepared wit any things for tmr yet..
WTH!!
i'm all stress out!!
arhhahaha!!!

a new start..

first of all,i just wanna wish every living soul in singapore a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR..

i dunno wat actuali gotten into me..

i've been all forgetful and started to lost things.

yesterday,i've just lost my purse.

which contains my ic,ezlink,keys n etc..

i was rather upset as if i wasn't in a rush,i wouldn't lost my purse..

and most of all,it's ma fav purse given by mummy...

argh!!!

luis vuitton purse..

i'm sorry mummy..

i didn't take care of the purse properly..

i made a police report indeed..

i was kindda lost wen i've realise that i've lost it!!

luckily there's frens that is there for me..

atai...n atiba...

came to my rescue wen i need sum1 the most..

u guys must be wondering..

where the hell is ma boifren??

ryt?

well,he's up at BP..

he's still on tagging..

so,i dun mind if he doesnt wanna come down..

but,he'd made the situation go worst!

he'd insist of meeting me and in the end,he'd had to hurry home without even have meeting me as his phone went flatt!

FREAK!

i was so fucking fed up!!

till now,i tink it's his fult y i lost my purse..

cos he always puts me n makes me rush to meet him!!

ARGHH!!!