hmm..
i'm bored..
noting 2 sae in tis blog today..
well..
i mit my syg today..
hv a bit of fun wit hym today..
hehe..
smlm,ku g b.p followed by b.b..
g b.b psl i mit sarah..
die nk jmp mii..
2 return fsc nye uniform..
hmm..
gotta hug her n stuff..
i miz her soo much..
i jz miz the old tym wit her..
hmm..
after tat,i went 2 syg's house..
bbual ngn mummy..
lek2 kt sane jap..
hehe..
than mummy ask mie soalan yg uat mii terperanjat jap..
mummy tny if i suke faiz ke pe..
than i ckp uh..
i sker..
hehe..
*blush2*
i'm lost of words at tat point of tym..
hmm..
beh mummy ckp die da tny faiz..
than she jz wanna noe frm mii..
hahaha..

siqh..
i was real bored yesterday..
made a decision 2 mit my syg..
ujan da luh lebat nk mampos..
naseb aku tk basah or demam..
haha..
klu demam mau take kaiire uh..
huahuahua..
aku aku jmp laki aku kt cwp..
aft tat we had a hard tym on deciding where 2 go..
at last made aour mind n here we goe..

nk tau kte g ane?

da mendak sgt,kte g parkway parade..
hahaz..
kte jln2 kt shopping complex tuu..
lg pn die da lamer tk p sane..
so brought hym there..
kte kua masok byk kdai..
but a shop tat i could not ferget going in is..best denki..
hahahahaha....
ktorg gler sak!
i mean,when we were inside..
ade 1 makcik ni tgk2 kte..
beh she was lyk starring at my boifee atas bawah..
as if sumthing was wrong!
cm tk penah nmpk plk young couples..
so,at tat tym,ku pki cincin..
than my guy go n pull my hand..
bile makcik 2 trnmpk tgn aku,troz member pusing tmpt lain..
hahaha...
malu kepe...
than both of us were lyk sying bout buying tings fer house..
sales assistnce pn ingt kte ni newly wed couple..
padehal..padehal..
tap best sak trick dorg..
anw,i gtg..
no tym 2 post sum more..
mayb mlm i'll update..
so fer nw..
dada...


~yanie_amoy~

sumone hv found mie!

sumone hv found mie!
the person hu hv found mie,is..faiz..
hahaha..
hmm..i felt quite secure wit hym..
but eventhough i am happi wit hym ryt nw..
i du felt a bit of heart pain..
cos i noe tat by going wit hym,i've hurt lots of peeps hu loves mie..
i dun mean to hurt ani of u guyz..
but i jz felt tat he's a ryt person ryt nw..
among all the guyz tat loves me,y i choose hym??.
it's simple..
he's a good person eventhough he's full of tatoo..
he's not those kind of guys whom uses force n ungentle to mie..
he's a soft spoken yet gentle person..
he respect mie fer hu i am..
i luv hym soo much..
hope he would not b lyk sum of the guyz tat i noe..
suddenly MIA n cnnt be contacted..
hope we would last long..

as fer u,tam..
i luv u soo much..
but i dun tink at we could be 2gether again..
c hw our situation r..
n in the 1st place..
u r the 1 tat ask mie fer break on the valentine nyt..
i was devastated at tat tym,but i dun show it..
then on the other day when we mit up..
u says u wan mie back..
too late though..
coz i've ever told u tat once a person broke up wit mie,i would never go back wit hym..even if i loves the person dearly..
tat's mie..
but watever it is..
u r still in my heart..
i still luv u lyk last tym..
we could onli be best frenn..
tat's my offer to u..
walaupn ini melanggar prinsip aku..
fer u..
i dun mind..
jz remember,i luv u soo much..
tc of urself..
i will always b there fer u if u nid mie..

lotsa luv:
yanie.

19 feb..

19 feb..
1008hrs-1028hrs..

aku dpt visit aloi!!!!
i went out of the house at ard 7..
reach wlds ard 7.15..
take bus 2 yshn at ard 7.25..
reach yshn late!
wtf!
aku da janji kakak jmp kul 7 sak!
baba n ibu da msg dr tad..
ibu da gerak dlu dr bus stop..
nk p werk..
baba tk dpt ikot kte g visit aloi psl baba pn kje..
hee..
aku ngn kakak da lmbt!
haiyo!
kak bagi suggestion utk naik cab..
kte nye visit tym at 9..
naik cab pn ble jam siak!
kul 8 gerak naik cab..
smpi prison link kul 8.35 sak!
ktorg da tkot lmbt je..
naseb baik officer 2 baik..
kasi kte g utk visit round 2..
yg kul 10 nye..
huh!
naseb baik tuhan menyebelahi kte..
officer yg register kte pn ok..
kte ckp yg aku ni close relative..
but officer 2 ckp,tkp..i jz put u as fren..
coz i dun hv a column fer close relative..
i was reali praying hard n god is gracious..
he loves mie,aloi n kakak..

room visit die,room 5..
1st aku kasi kakak msok,aku tgk dr luar dlu..
muke die ok je..
skali,aku msok,troz member happy sak!
kte both lambai2 each other n senyum lebar..
but both of us wanna shed tears of joy..
we cn c each other..
i'm the last fren of his tat he'd saw since his sentence..
n i'm the 1st fren tat visited hym..
hehe..
all the credits i hv 2 giv n thnx his family..
babah,ibu n both kakak..
i'm so thnkful 2 ibu coz she is the 1 tat permits mie 2 mit hym..
for fren,onli mie is allowed..
no one else..
thnx fer putting the trust on mie,ibu..
i reali appreciate it soo much..
kte bbual mcm2 uh..
die tk lupe ngn kwn2 die..
die nk korg tulis surat kt die..
die ade anta aku surat lg..
tap pki name org lain..
haha..
gler nye bdk..
die kirim slm kt sume kwn2 die..
aloi ckp die k..
tap die cume bored n stress kt dlm..
coz he is in a cell tat is on his own..
hmm..
die request utk kwn2 die,anta luhh surat byk2 kt die..
he also told mie tat he would b out nxt yr..
die kua on wednesdae,1st week of june 2010!
huhuhuhu!!!
well..
mase nk gerak alek 2,sedih jgk uh..
tap die tknk aku sedih,die step uat muke..
so tat i will laugh..
hahaha!!
aku btol2 happy dpt jmp die after 3 mnths tk nmpk die..
die pn ade mntk kakak utk kasi die buku tafsir,storybk n pape bnde utk die bace so die tk bored sgt..
member bdn da kong beb!
shoulder da broad..
muke da tembam..
haha!
aloi yg sekeping skrg da jad 2 keping..
huahuahua!
die pn da makin putih..
nnt klu die kua,standby aku pgl die abg body uh!
k luh..
last bt not least,aloi kirim slm 2 all of his fren..


~yanie_amoy~

he'd broke up wit mie!

he'd broke up wit mie on the valentines day!

i was quite upset at tat point of tym..
as i dunno wat is his real intention doing tis to mie..
it had been nearly 1 mnth since he'd meet mie the last tym..
haiz..
die illang kn diri cm tuu je..
witout telling mie wat is actuali going on wit his lyf..
i mit hym up on the 16 to ask hym wat actuali happen..
luckily he told me..
he said that skrg die wanted..
about...
than he say fer nw kte ttm dlu..
aku mlz uh klu cm gni..
klu syg pn,but want mie 2 be his ttm,baik tkya..
hmm..
nw tat i'm cnfuse..
i dun reali noe wat 2 du..
i told aloi bout it..
but he said,jz leave it..
dun tink bout hym..
there's much more peeps hu wants mie outside there..
aloi ckp..
haha..
so,i jz ikot ckp aloi..
mayb he's rytt..
I luv aloi so much..
he would always giv mie sum suggestion yg tk msok akal..
but sumtyms watever he say is useful..
haha..
luv hym!
fer my damn ****** guy,
sorii i wont be wit u animore eversince u broke up wit mie..
i'm trying 2 move on wit my lyf..
so,try not 2 bother mie..
will u?
i m tryng 2 ferget u aniwae..
plz!
if u luv mie,plz leave me..
but jz remember,ILY n IMY 2..
but we cant b together..
thnx 2 u..
thnx fer the memories u hv given mie..
appreciate it..


wit love:
yanie_amoy

on the 14 feb..

WTF!
it was a very boring valentines day i've ever had..
hahaha...
i was realli expecting a lot of peeps to come by bt,too bad..
onli few of them came..
mimi spent a hug sum of money jz to hv tis pit on..
itu lar..bile aku ckp ku nk bwk dlm 8 org utk ton,ade yg tknk..
end up,sendiri mendak..hahaha..
padan muke!
i was actuali hoping fer a fun dae wit my lurp boifrenz..
but,tat's not much fun at all..
luckily i brought my girlfren,rica..
nasib baek umah die near by..
ktorg da ngntok n mendak,kte alek tdo jap..
hahaha..
well,i realli hope tat my beloved person would treat mie the same as last tym on valentines dae..
too bad he dun realli communicate wit mie tat much the other day..
i was realli yearning 2 hv sum hugs from hym..
but no..
there's none at all..
hampe siol aku..
tkp2..
aku dpt hug dr org yg bukan mataer atau pn kwn rapat aku..
org yg aru aku knl seyy..
ais..die yg hug aku n he's the 1st person tat wish mie happy valentines day tru msg..
mataer aku tk msg pon..
hmm..
the shocking part is that,on the nyt of the valentines day,mataer aku break up ngn aku!
WTF!
but i didnt shed a tears at all..
btol!
korg bole tny rica siak..
she was wit me all the way..
tap aku tau,aku lpz kn geram tru tumbok tembok kasi tgn aku rabak punye..
haha..tap tk saket sey..
lebam mmg lebam..tap tk rase saket langsong!.
ane tk..
org nga geram ngn mataer,mane geram ngn best fren aku yg trsyg..
than mane aku rindu kt bro lurp aku,al..
haiz..
mcm2 dlm kpale otak aku pd mase tuu..
haix!
tis is wat lyf is..
but most of all,thnx 2 mimi punk psl treat ktorg all..
love hym too as a big bro..

~yanie~

VALENTINES DAY!!!
valentines day is a very special day for all of the peeps in the world..
well,not all actually..some of the muslim peeps do not celebrate tis day..
but as fer mie,i'm gonna be celebrating it with all my best boifee at ecp..
hahaha..
my real boifren wont be joining mie..
haiz..
fer mie,it makes no different if he's there or not..
hahaha..
hw could i?.
be so unfair to my own guy?.
well,u guys dun noe wat happen between mie n hym ryt?.
so,jz shut up n read wateva if post..
hahaha...
just kidding..hahaha..
in the afternoon later,i'm gonna be out wit chiqo,mario,mimi,faiz,rica n lala..
hope i would have a wonderful tym..
i would 1 the guy that i am quarrelling wit,talk 2 each other..
coz today is valentines day..n i luvv hym soo much!!
i wanna enjoy this day wit hym..
too much tears i've shed fer our frenship..
i really wan hym back on tis valentine..
supposedly,he would be my valentine fer this year..
but,i dun tink it will happen now..
well,wateva it is,jz wait n c luh..
hmm..
tk sabar nk g..
till here fer valentine post..
i'll post more bout valentine when i came back..
k..
toodles fer nw..



~yanie_amoy~

i got sum gd news!!!

i got a very2 gd news fer all aloi's fren..

next wk,i'll be miting hym!!!..

aku akn visit die ngn kak shikin..

klau btol2,aku tk dpt visit die..

but i got the permission from his mother..

hahaha..

happi sekali..

bpk aloi try pujuk mak die..

n she permits it..

so..

fer u guys put there yg knl aloi..

wanna leave hym any message or sent regards,jz txt mie aite..

ku pn nk g kasi die nye cert utk die blaja alek kt dlm..

hahaha...

i'm very2 happy siak!!

k..till here than..

~yanie_amoy~

HAAAAHAAAA

hahahahah!!!
aku giler..
haiz...
sorii smlm tk blog..
i was damn tired after my cca..
it's a knockout fer the day sey..
hahaha..
tdo klu letak bomb kt sblah pn tk dgr..
haha..
aniwae..ku tk sabar bsk ni..
nk g ecp..
with all my syg2..
haha..
nk tau sape syg2 aku?
chiqo,mimi,rica chiqq,lala n ais..
hahaha..
happi larr sey..
even though i'm still having some conflict wit sum1,i also need sum tym 2 enjoy..
hmm...
actuali,only god noe hw much i miss hym..

Y must u do this to me?

y must u do tis to me?
u already noe tat i love u more than him.
u r always there fer me,taking care n concern fer me.
u r soo sweet n thats makes me start to love u.
u're attitude is so cute to me.

i really need u..
i really love u..
but y must u do tis to me?
since u've meet ur ex,u've changed a lot!
u wanna noe y on last friday i didnt talk much to u?
it's really simple..

aku tk brape suke ko jmp ex ko..
mmg aku ckp ok..tap aku sbnrnye jealous phm!
aku mls nk gado byk ngn ko..
n ko pn tau,aku klu mara aku tk kn bbual ngn org tu sgt..
yet u dun undrstnd..

skrg,ko uat aku cm ni..
u no longer kol mie evry nyt,sms mie or even talk to mie when i mit chiqo.
y?y shuld u do tis?
wen i'm infront of u,u r bz wit ur hp,msging ur ex..
but when i txt my fren,ko bising kt aku..
ko on kol ngn pmpn lain,ku tk ckp pape..
bile aku aru on kol ngn iz skjap je,ko bising2..
i'm so touch when u've stop to msg me the other nyt when u r out at nyt..
slalunye ko blng ku..

dear,
i miss u soo much..
i cried evry day jz tinking of wat will happen to us..
to our frenshp..
i really dun wanna lose u,it's hard fer mie to accept it..
plz forgive me fer wat eva reasons tat makes u angry wit mie..
i cannot bear it much longer..
i wanna talk to u..
hug u..
kiss u on ur cheek..
i miss ur hugs,ur smile,ur laughter n evrything.
i noe u felt the same,it's only tat ur ego is effecting u..
nw i'm begging u..
plz dun eva leave me!
i could not live if u leave me..
eventhough i hv chiqo n aloi..
it would not be complete if u r not in with us..

u wanna noe hw much i love u?
nw i tell u..
i love u the way i love aloi..
eventhough i love aloi 1st followed by u n chiqo,
but there's a feeling tat i cnnt erase frm my heart..
there's sumthing special bout u..
when he's nt there fer me,u were always by my sides..
u makes me happy n treat me well..
ko manje kn aku..
i appreciate tat soo much..
da lame aku tk rase dimanje kn oleh org..
u r the 1st person tat brings back lyt in mie..
now u're gone,i felt as if i'm in the darkness seeking fer the old lyt again..
u r my SOUL n chiqo is my HEART ryt nw..
both of u r the replacement of aloi while he's in..
but u guys will always remains the same even if he came out..
without the SOUL,the HEART could not beat..
i could not live witout BOTH of it in mie..

i cried even when i'm typing tis post..
coz i miss u dearly,____ nizam..
i hope u would noe wat is inside mie..


with lotsa tears n love,
yanie..

wat will happen in my relationshp..

haix..
i dunno wat will happen in my life sey..
matair aku kejap ade..
kejap tkd..haiyo..
i jz felt tat not having a guy is much more better..but i cnt do anting ryt nw..
aku tknk jad pembastard sey..
aku nye org tkkn nk mntk break ngn org..
but at the same tym,i m beginning 2 fall for a guy..
whose name i cnt tell u guyz..
he's so caring n kiut towards mie..he's sweet too oni tat sumtyms he get angry easily..
aku pgl die singa..haha

wateva it is,i m still waiting fer my guy 2 cum back 2 mie..
i will giv hym 2 wks..
coz he'd disappear witout telling mie aniting..
jz leaving a msg at my frenster..
WTF!
haix..
asl luh kdg2 aku dpt guy tat r quite troublesome?.
klu tk troublesome pon,kaysiow nye..
hmm..
dunno luh..
wateva it is,nw i hv 2 focus more on my studies n forget bout tis stupid tingy tis yr..
haha..
tis yr is important..dun wanna waste it..
hmm..

tis is all fer 2dae..
i'll put another post when i'm free..
fer nw,toodles..



~yanie_amoy~