Y must u do this to me?

y must u do tis to me?
u already noe tat i love u more than him.
u r always there fer me,taking care n concern fer me.
u r soo sweet n thats makes me start to love u.
u're attitude is so cute to me.

i really need u..
i really love u..
but y must u do tis to me?
since u've meet ur ex,u've changed a lot!
u wanna noe y on last friday i didnt talk much to u?
it's really simple..

aku tk brape suke ko jmp ex ko..
mmg aku ckp ok..tap aku sbnrnye jealous phm!
aku mls nk gado byk ngn ko..
n ko pn tau,aku klu mara aku tk kn bbual ngn org tu sgt..
yet u dun undrstnd..

skrg,ko uat aku cm ni..
u no longer kol mie evry nyt,sms mie or even talk to mie when i mit chiqo.
y?y shuld u do tis?
wen i'm infront of u,u r bz wit ur hp,msging ur ex..
but when i txt my fren,ko bising kt aku..
ko on kol ngn pmpn lain,ku tk ckp pape..
bile aku aru on kol ngn iz skjap je,ko bising2..
i'm so touch when u've stop to msg me the other nyt when u r out at nyt..
slalunye ko blng ku..

dear,
i miss u soo much..
i cried evry day jz tinking of wat will happen to us..
to our frenshp..
i really dun wanna lose u,it's hard fer mie to accept it..
plz forgive me fer wat eva reasons tat makes u angry wit mie..
i cannot bear it much longer..
i wanna talk to u..
hug u..
kiss u on ur cheek..
i miss ur hugs,ur smile,ur laughter n evrything.
i noe u felt the same,it's only tat ur ego is effecting u..
nw i'm begging u..
plz dun eva leave me!
i could not live if u leave me..
eventhough i hv chiqo n aloi..
it would not be complete if u r not in with us..

u wanna noe hw much i love u?
nw i tell u..
i love u the way i love aloi..
eventhough i love aloi 1st followed by u n chiqo,
but there's a feeling tat i cnnt erase frm my heart..
there's sumthing special bout u..
when he's nt there fer me,u were always by my sides..
u makes me happy n treat me well..
ko manje kn aku..
i appreciate tat soo much..
da lame aku tk rase dimanje kn oleh org..
u r the 1st person tat brings back lyt in mie..
now u're gone,i felt as if i'm in the darkness seeking fer the old lyt again..
u r my SOUL n chiqo is my HEART ryt nw..
both of u r the replacement of aloi while he's in..
but u guys will always remains the same even if he came out..
without the SOUL,the HEART could not beat..
i could not live witout BOTH of it in mie..

i cried even when i'm typing tis post..
coz i miss u dearly,____ nizam..
i hope u would noe wat is inside mie..


with lotsa tears n love,
yanie..