29 march 10

DAMN!!
these few days had been lyk fuckest tym of my life...
monday,
i went out wit bby to ICA to uat ic...
than,we're caught in the rain..
so had to cancel plan for sheesha-ing n went off to dog's crib...
had little fights wit hym since for few tyms i've been MIA...
so,plans was all cancel n he sent me home..
but smpi wlds,it was raining...
so bby had to wait for a while...
guess wat,i find hym weird cos when on the road,normally he will speed like nobody's bisnes but on tat day,he tailgate other vehicle...
nvm...
i was about to eat sumthing nearby my house when sum1 appear..
bby pull hym aside n talk,after tat,bby left just like tat...
wth???
i was confused n lost...
when bby zoom off,i was crying like no one's bisnes..
fuck!!!
so,i txted hym
"i dunno wat to say..SORRY"
tat's wat i manage to say to hym...
got info tat he bec off frm me n my x...
n he blame me for not telling hym the truth....
i noe!!!!
it's all my fault k!!!
i shuld hv listen to u in the 1st place...
but now,things had happen...
u hv the ryt to hate me like fucking hell but pls...
i noe u still luv me....
for 2 yrs u had been waiting fer me n now,u jz wanna break off our frenshp??
if i noe tat u luv me since we were still fren,i wouldnt hv had anyone else...
cos i tot tat i was clapping wit 1 hands...
rupenye tidak!!
but now,all i can say to u...
i nid u bec!!!
cos all tis while i've been wanting u so much but i cnt get u...
now,when i've alr get u,lots of things happen...
n u gave me up to my x jz lyk tat...
witout asking me wat i reali wan...
fucker!!!
i hate a coward like u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wan u to be in my lyf bec....
as hw u usd to...
as a fren...close fren...where i cn complain tons bout my bf n everything...
pls bby!!!
i luv u as a fren n bro...