i'm pissed off...ain't in a mood...

bby...
do ever care bout wat i felt all this while that u had left me?
i've been struggling to search for new me in new environment..
but every turn i make,it's always ur face that i see..
have u ever noticed that?
everytime when u call me,i'll say that i miss u...
and it's true..
i miss you a whole lot!
onli god noe!
u cn ask my frens in office that i'm close to..
how i talked bout u everyday...
though they noe that both of us are no more together...
i miss our old tym...
n now,today..we r uppose to go out same2...
cos why,i wanna celebrate our 1yr n 1 mnth of knowing n being together...
u dlu penah ckp,ur love to me will never fade...
u wanna show to mami n ayah that i'm the last one n yg kekal...
but where's ur say?
i love u..
yet u make me like a toy..
bii...
no matter how much u try to make me hate u,i will never!
just remember 1 thing..
u noe me well...
i'm not like ur typical girl fren hu sleeps around even with own bestfren..
fuck it ok...
i'm npt that type..
when i say i'm staying wit 1,means onli 1...
i wan the old u bec...
which dun prejudge anyhow but asked in person itself directly...
watever it is,yes i have the cheek to say i love u..
cos i DO!!