i'll try...

i may look like i'm strong enuff to go tru tis hard tym but actuali,deep down inside..
no one noes..onli god knows..
but bby,so sorry..
i hope u understand how i feel..i alreadi told u yesterday..
i nid tym in everything..
plz forgive me..

i wanted to move on and not looking back at all but i cnnt..
but thanks to all my fren for all ur support though i've abandoned u guys..
i dunno y it is hard for me to let go.
cos too much memories,ups n downs that me n hym go tru..
thanks for being truthful to me that u dun like me no more..
i wanted to hate u but i cnt..
i need tym to forget bout u n move on..
i'm trying my fucking best to forget u..
but still,i cnt..
god plz help me!!!
i nid to move on...