07 March 2009

words n tings tat i would never ferget..



my dear..
my heart shattered when u said tat..
i knew tat he would nt lyk mie frm the beginning..
i jz hv tat kind of feelings tat he'd gonna said tat soon..
n yes..i am ryt..
wateva my feelings told mie was all true..
now i dont realli noe wat 2 do..
i wanted 2 just end watever we hv..
i cnt c tat it is going aniwhere..
if u sae tat my love fer u is nt strong enuff,than u r wrong..
i love u wit all my heart n souls..
i've tot tat i've found the correct person 2 be in my lyf..
but now,i'm no more sure..
yesterdae i was tinking of giving u up..
i dun wan u 2 quarrel wit hym jz bcos he'd said tat 2 u..
he's ur father..
n i am no one..
i am just a gf tat u had just known..
i'm a useless girl wit nutink 2 b proud of n i realli got nutink in mie tat r special..
i never had felt tis hurt b4..
it's mayb bcos my father had never told mie 2 stay away frm my boifee..
my heart is still aching ryt nw..
onlii god knows how the pain is..
no one would noe..
klu dlu,aloi was out here..
he'd b the 1 tat i cried at..
tell hym watever is making mie sadd n my heart ache..
now,he's no more out here..
i've got no 1 2 share wit unless yana..
nw tat she'd also had her own problem,i dun wanna bother her..

dear..
after yesterdae..
u called mie several tyms..
n actuali,i mmg sengaje tk nk angkt..
i wan u 2 try hate mie n ferget bout mie..
i'm no use..
i dun wanna make u into any kind of problems..
i respected ur father n ur mum..
tat is y i did tat yesterdae..
my love fer u is very2 strong..
i cnt bear seeing u calling mie alot of tym..
i'm sorii dear..
from the bottom of my heart..
i wanna sae tat i love u soo much..
more than ani1..
i hope u would respect mie in watever my decision..
i wan u 2 be strong..
evry nw n then i shed tears bout tis..
i dunno y..
the words r still in my head..
mayb i wont show u or u cnt see mie cryng..
it's bcoz tat i would alwaes keep watever feelings or tings tat is in my head n heart..
i dun wanna makes u tink alot n worii bout mie..
i would alwaes plays a role tat is happy n smiley infront of u..
thank you fer evrything syg..
i will alwaes love u..


yours truly,
~yanie~

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